Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Last

 Your everspinning thoughts 

perfectly challenges mine

Intriguing discussion daytime

makes you sleep better after nine


You know I'm the one

who'd keep your mind busy

If you're gonna share a lifetime

Why wouldn't spend it with me


couldn't lie to yourself either?

this one's particular?

Go further?

Next life, maybe.

 


Tell me again,

the story about when 

the turqoise wave crash the corals

& the wind harshly whispers


Sighing into serenity

that supposed to make you happy

yet, you still look around for he

& suddenly felt empty


tell me that tale,

through the vacant stare

Over a cup of tea


See you in next life baby

Promise me, 

Next life you’d recognize these hazel eyes faster 

They stare empty without you, yet glitters 

as you come & stand closer


Coz three years ago, you failed to remember

Went separate ways, when we shoulda been together

Could’ve ended the cycle

The Storm

 

Get ready the storm is coming.

All hell break loose, flooding

Been holding it inside anticipating

About time to let the waves crashing.

Hold on to whatever sanity left

It's better than having regret.

Let me through without any sense

Truth shall prevail, with the consequence


If I were her

I wouldn't wanna loose u either 

I'd be enraged to find out

If u're seeing other


Did I get u in trouble?

How should I know that u'r with her

u're the one suggesting dinner


If only I were, one year earlier 

by urside sooner

I wouldn't be the one 

Who'd gotten over


Tuesday, March 9, 2021

The truth to come

 Wish I could put a spell and kiss your cheek

So that you'd peacefully fall asleep. 

I've always been yours, I will tell you why

But could you wait for a little while?


I have a strong reason to be with you

Reason that no one could deny

You'll see, when I explain it through 

The fate we don't need to defy.


Trust me, I understand your gloomy & fog

The connection we have is too strong

So close your eyes, remember you're precious & loved

Because being with you, is like coming home

The Love of my Life

 


I wanna go with him

To the planetarium of R18

Watching fake constellations

projected to the dome 

Gigling awkwardly on how weird

Love story of the Greek


I wanna go with him

To the book-and-bed

To sniff on paperbacks

Finding treasures on the rack

And perhaps a lil nap


What about ice cream 

On our way home?

The one with warabi toppings

On a waffle cone.


We don't even have to hold hands

Just a bow to eachother at the end

And promise of more conversation

Next time we meet again.

Brave decision

I am pretty proud of my self, having being able to make a quick yet painful decision on the spot, despite of realizing how miserable I will ...