and precious within...

 

I would not have a heart to give you hard times.

Remembering how you've been kind.

no matter how I am tempted 

to entertain the curiosity you've had in mind.

I reminded my self, over and over again

that you were genuinely leading my hand

the courage you gather to safe me

being objective, seeing my worth more than anybody

How could I leave you alone, 

suffering. thinking you deserve it

How could I let you be,

after all the things you've done for me. 

in my confusion of blaming 

for your resurrecting of this feeling 

the instinct kicked in

I hold you high and precious within.

Yes we will.

And that was the only answer I need to hear. 

To give me certainty this is not the end,

That I will get to see you again, 

every now and then.

You see, I've got 'forever' in mind

Trotting carefully to keep the one. 

Close and closer, breaking 'em walls

Until it's all safe to confess the whole. 

You see, I want his heart or nothin' at all. 

I want his warmth behind closed doors. 

I will be patient to link 'em lines

To know him better, soul and mind. 

While being sincere, and genuine.

As he'll sense it if I am pretending. 

He reads me that well, I oughta be true...

Coz you're the one I don't wanna loose.

Better

 

I tried to hold it inside 

But all hell broke loose

As you said, 

you're leaving in March. 

I cried four days and nights

Emotions pulled my heart strings so hard

As if they were gonna fall apart...

I could not function, 

As my brain has been compromised

They thought of you only, 

From the first light, until dusk

You see,

This feeling has no way out 

And that hurts enough 

You see, 

I have no other choice

Other than to let it engulf 

The only thing I can do

Or I will regret it all of my life

If I'd continue survive, 

without knowing you...