Friday, November 13, 2020

I would wait like a good girl

So when it's quiet outside

I'd start listening to my heart

and I heard them loud, longing for you


This is not a first, 

that I want to depend, I'd cried 

I guess that is how much, I wanna rely

the expectations which I had yet recognized

kept filling me, until the lid blew up


Somehow when you speak, and that is rare

it reaches straight to my heart

since it is real words you speak

there is depth in each that I wanna trust


it would be too much to forfeiture 

time, energy and emotion

it is illogical, to ask to put oneself in misery 

if amidst a lot of options 

I still want him to solely wait for me 


I would not want to see you lonely 

I would not want to claim you in agony

as cliche as it is, "I want you to be happy"

I would not be proud of, sacrificing some one for the name of love

 

although  I have set my trust and hope

to the only one that I'd let through my world

and for you...

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