Wish I could put a spell and kiss your cheek
So that you'd peacefully fall asleep.
I've always been yours, I will tell you why
But could you wait for a little while?
I have a strong reason to be with you
Reason that no one could deny
You'll see, when I explain it through
The fate we don't need to defy.
Trust me, I understand your gloomy & fog
The connection we have is too strong
So close your eyes, remember you're precious & loved
Because being with you, is like coming home
I wanna go with him
To the planetarium of R18
Watching fake constellations
projected to the dome
Gigling awkwardly on how weird
Love story of the Greek
I wanna go with him
To the book-and-bed
To sniff on paperbacks
Finding treasures on the rack
And perhaps a lil nap
What about ice cream
On our way home?
The one with warabi toppings
On a waffle cone.
We don't even have to hold hands
Just a bow to eachother at the end
And promise of more conversation
Next time we meet again.
Gasp for air, girl...
Between your sniffle
Lower your voice as you sob.
Just keep typing those fonts
She'll keep a secret afterall
Typing 'LOL', as you bawl,
Play that song on repeat
Let 'em flow without lid.
Taste 'em as much as you get,
on the corner of your lips
The saltiness of life, a play of fate.
It's gonna tug,
the strings of your heart
Hold on to whatever,
blanket or sofa corner
And, get ready at my mark.
"I hope you don't mind,
That I dream of you sometimes...
Along with my guilt...
between the sheets..."
"The sheets that are damp from traces,
of regrets, passion and tears.
Unspoken verses of emotion and fears.
Fears of falling, no longer able of hiding...
From unconditional fate,
that's slowly seeping..."
The silent desolation
not even from the torment
of being broken
But simply, agony to be separated
Peeling off my layers of soul
that recognize yours
Unfortunately no one could choose
When, where nor whose
to encounter that one person
To quiver to the whole existence
I would not have a heart to give you hard times.
Remembering how you've been kind.
no matter how I am tempted
to entertain the curiosity you've had in mind.
I reminded my self, over and over again
that you were genuinely leading my hand
the courage you gather to safe me
being objective, seeing my worth more than anybody
How could I leave you alone,
suffering. thinking you deserve it
How could I let you be,
after all the things you've done for me.
in my confusion of blaming
for your resurrecting of this feeling
the instinct kicked in
I hold you high and precious within.
And that was the only answer I need to hear.
To give me certainty this is not the end,
That I will get to see you again,
every now and then.
You see, I've got 'forever' in mind
Trotting carefully to keep the one.
Close and closer, breaking 'em walls
Until it's all safe to confess the whole.
You see, I want his heart or nothin' at all.
I want his warmth behind closed doors.
I will be patient to link 'em lines
To know him better, soul and mind.
While being sincere, and genuine.
As he'll sense it if I am pretending.
He reads me that well, I oughta be true...
Coz you're the one I don't wanna loose.
I tried to hold it inside
But all hell broke loose
As you said,
you're leaving in March.
I cried four days and nights
Emotions pulled my heart strings so hard
As if they were gonna fall apart...
I could not function,
As my brain has been compromised
They thought of you only,
From the first light, until dusk
You see,
This feeling has no way out
And that hurts enough
You see,
I have no other choice
Other than to let it engulf
The only thing I can do
Or I will regret it all of my life
If I'd continue survive,
without knowing you...
